the injustice of it all

Six exams in three days. I'm about to burst into the office of my program head, jump on his desk and shriek at him for well, until the next exam starts, about how it's all so unfair.
I am walking into my organic exam with 80% an' shucks darn it, I didn't really have that much time to study for it so I am going to wing most of it.

I can't tell the difference beween a ligand and tannin or a p-hydrophenyl alcohol but what the hell.
I will pass with 4% on this exam BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT. 'The Point' is that I have not been given (none of us) the chance to show what I can do. I ain't super human.
They want us to fail.... I only was shown this diterpenoid stuff LAST WEEK.
Right on. I'll show you ...you terpenoid bastards.
I've decided that having lunch will do me more good than cramming at this point.
So i'ma go do that.

so it's been...

easily a month since I last made a post. So much school I just can't find the time. I just spent a couple of hours in the pub with some school chums and there's just isn't much to talk about other that what we have due and what we have gone through already today (big midterm). BCIT is a great place to get an education right up until you realize that they don't care how much time you may need to understand what you are 'learning' and that it's all. recall. apply. recall. apply. recall...no time for assimilation. So here I am memorizing for my phys chem exam... it went ok I guess. I'm pretty much depressed. (and full of beer) I want to shop.
I remember when I had frens. :(

My new favorite thing

My chem analystical instructor showed us this in class. Very cute.
http://www.privatehand.com/flash/elements.html

I'm going to get the DVD and learn this!

(ok maybe I won't...)

Ham juice burns!!

I worked all weekend I am kinda burned from it. Burned spiritually and some honey ham juice game me an allergic reaction. The stuff contains sodium phosphate and sodium nitrate. Being a chem nerd I checked it out. People are assholes and I was glad to go home on Sunday.
I have a lot of work to do this weekend for school but I have been getting in the workouts too and I feel good but tired. I need a nap.
So far the most demanding class is phys chem. It's hard, the instructor lectures quickly and she expects excellent work on the lab write ups.
I'm going to go try and get a sweat in before I go home. I can run now for 15 mins without an asthma attack. The benefits of less smoking.
I better go soon. So hungry.

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Psychosis sucks!!
There is an advertisment in the washroom
On the website I discovered that I have many of the symptoms of psychosis, as do my family members. Slightly unsettling.
We should all call the health department and demand genetic testing then, decide not to reproduce. That's the feeling I got from that website.
I'm depressed.