FREAK

I feel like a total freak. Depression/Elation. Boredom/Inspiration. I fly around. Sometimes it's bad nutrition. No nutrition. Other times it's my crazy brain. I think there maybe something wrong with me by their standards. Or I'm just special or maybe... I should be just medicated.
FUCK THAT!
I just have to persevere. I'm really pissed off to have to be at work. I was soooo into the school groove and diggin' it all and now I'm back at a desk, pushing stupid papers around.
The loneliness is just a longing to get back to the whole. It's hard when I slip from my bearings. I think too much. Worry too much. Maybe I'm just overstimulated.

TEMP WORK

Temp work is an awesome gig if you can get it. Although I am qualfied and have adaquate admin experience, I have registered with 5+ agencies and can't find work. I have worked only ten days since New Years not counting my part-time gig which doesn't quite float my boat. I'm taking on water and this raft'll sink if I don't start making some damn money.